Filthy, nasty, not a
good place
Treatment so sour to the taste
Why should I waste precious time of mine on trying to do right?
When right ends up wrong my destiny is in my midst,
in my grasp, but when I reach it seems as though
there is nothing to grab thoughts of dark endless tunnels
Only time will tell if I will prevail
Filthy, nasty, not a good place
The harder I try, the more I feel I've been slapped in the face,
dear God,
take me from this place, not just from [this place],
take me to a place where I can eternally rest
this is what I ask, nothing more nothing less
but dear heavenly Father
Tell my grandma I did my best and to not be sad
because in her heart my love shall remain
And one of these days we will meet up and live together
Again
Time is ticking and I think I'm gonna win
so pay close attention cause
My life is about to close or have a new beginning.
[ed. note: name removed by Editor]